starting all anew

its a new beginning. it kinda started, but you made it worse. lol.

when things turn bad.

keep telling myself to ignore, till 17 days of stays left here, I still can’t get over it.
I wish I could bring myself to click that “unfollow” button.
I wish you could care more, even as a friend.

I don’t know how things will be like after 17 days. I don’t know how to face it.
when things turn bad, I feel hopeless.
whats meant to be is meant to be.
call it the end.
I had enough of such coldness and unfriendliness.

Not prepared!

Yes,the date to leave for Wuhan for four months is set ):
3 sept to 7 January ): ): ):
I don’t wanna go lah.damn sian.but it’s gonna be a good experience!(:

Not to mention,won’t be able to celebrate my birthday and Christmas here makes me damn sad.the exchange of gifts-Christmas,that’s one of my favourite day in a year.):
Hope I will be able to experience a cold and breezy Christmas on december 25 2010!

There’s quite a number of things I wanna get before I leave,and early birthday presents for myself (:

Firstly,I want the porter brown backpack. And a new porter wallet that i saw.and nike dunks(:

Argh can’t psycho mum to get me my early present as she is sponsoring my contact lenses and other miscellaneous stuffs to Wuhan):

Hope I can get what I want before I leave! Yay! But will be frigging broke can in august ):

self-theories

I am so proud of my self-theories!

ask me if you wanna know! HAHAHA, can’t believe I invented such names to go along with it.
you  totally spice up my life man.

a little updates!

just watched the Eclipse trailer. a must-watch movie man. can’t wait!

This month of June is hectic! But its so cool! Love this korean season (:
Super Junior… Wonder Girls…
this attachment is coming to an end. probably end of July?
I will miss the events, like really…
but overall, its a great experience! although its kinda waste time.

somehow, I am still regretting why I didn’t choose intern.
what were my objectives then?
kinda regretting it now, to all the responses we are getting back now.
and soon…its time to go Wuhan, in like end of August.

Its challenging. yet…
Not to say, missing out those occasions in a year. when I come back, theres no more such occasions,and it will be a long wait again. ):
This special year, will just end like that. what a year. ):

on a lighter note,
I feel alot better emotionally.
no more FO to ruin my day. ( for the time being? )
I really wanna know what kind of person is she like. (:

♥ 21st Birthday! ((:

heh, for that past week, I have been looking through so many posh resturants online.
its so hard to decide, for a late dinner, where most places closes at 10 plus. ):

Actually I had 2 weeks to find, but the procrastinating me delayed it till hang-time. =X
It was till the last few days that I got the places settled. (:
ahh, and it was the small surprise plan that I wanted to succeed in that got me uber tied-up after ovb duty.

Friday
Left earlier for school to head home to change bag. my backpack is way too bulky, with the laptop inside ):
Met Jac at town to buy the cake. ahh that day when I went to see, the flavours and deco left were so much nicer!
there were only 2 flavours when I went with jac, and obviously, the berries one seem more appetizing.
so much for a tart cake, instead of a cake, cuz of the surprise time, and the time I went to buy.

just call me a last minute girl. I only bought the birthday card, and wrote it few hours before the surprise.
hahaha, jac still thought I prepared everything alr. oops=X
headed to Suntec to find Wynne later on.
cabbed to ecp earlier to slack since there was nothing to do after wynne ended work.
and there we ate some desserts while passing time away.

Yay! and the surprise came at 12am!
haha, didn’t expect the place to be at hk cafe.
I only know the whole thing was in a rush, cuz he walked to the toilet at the wrong time.
thankfully, you saw nothing. (:

err, I can’t remember who brought the cake to the table though.
but yeah, there was the live band who started off the birthday song!
and then followed by him walking back t0 the table!

haha, come to think of it…
I think I really sounded quite fake when I said I can’t meet you, gavan, and angel at ecp. oops.
ahh, and my goodnight cum birthday msg also quite fake lah. total failure.
did you really believe that I was going to sleep alr? lol.

anyway, I hope you love the surprise planned by me! (:
and the present! cuz I love it as much as you do! heehee. ❤

(shit, after so many articles up on kiv on ovb wordpress, I think I am too influenced on placing the photo in the middle alr=X)

The day ended at 2am, the time I got home. (:
Thanks Gavan, Angel, and especially the very tired and lethargic Wynne and Jac!
Thanks for coming along although you two are damn tired, and had to work the next early morning. (:
❤ you all!

Saturday
Should I say this day was a futile day?
I fell sick on this special day ): The flu bug caught me once again.
But I still managed to pull thru this whole day right? Did I?
You said I look like half Wynne, means I look damn lethargic as well ):

The day started off with brunch at Riders Cafe.
I think that place is really so-so only can. whats with the reviews. heh.
but anyway, you know why I wanted that place very much.
don’t say I am gl. hahaha! can’t help it but to place things this way =X

heh.drove to Causeway point after much hesitation.
We watched Karate Kid. (which was my second time watching).
and who says the flu panadol was non-drowsy!?
I fell asleep halfway. BUT, I was wide awake before that! Just that the cinema was frigging cold.
Sorry if I fell asleep halfway when you were talking to me, =X

headed to my place awhile to get my magical flu pills.
at least for some relief of runny nose, cuz the panadol one is a total helpless pill to my immune system.
took the drowsy tablet, and I was really drowsy.
Felt sleepy soon after.

Next up, we headed to Indoor Stadium for this BWL concert, where there was Mayday as guest.
but wow, the concert was a total bullshit.
I so regretted bringing you there, when we even left 2 hours later without even getting to see Mayday perform.
when only they came out at 10pm-.-

Thanks to me, our very late dinner was at Giraffe, like 10.30pm?
What could whet our appetite at this timing?
wrong food at wrong timing.
I am sorry if you had indigestion!

I went up and down the flight of stairs, cuz I haven’t planned the surprise for this yet.
yet again, so last minute, at the last moment.
planned for the live band to sing a birthday song, and cocktails to be served with the cake at the table when we was about to come down.
Glad everything went well, at least for this (:

I still think we didn’t spent this day meaningfully, like really…
It could have been better. ):
boo, if it weren’t for bwl concert, we would have spend a better day, at least to see what you like to see at night. star-gazing ):

Nevertheless, I hope you enjoyed yourself this day!
I LOVE YOU, BABY!

heehee, thanks for using the wallet alr! ❤
and also, Hope you love the video I edited just for you!

its so deceiving.

Stop lying through your teeth.

想认识你，你却不想认识我。

carry on thinking you are that great (:

what goes around comes around.

Time flies really fast. I dislike planning, cuz I don’t even want to think about it.
Reading previous posts make me feel like shit now.
And… I really wish I could be more active, in another way or so: sporty.

Just feel frigging inferior. its just round the corner, yet I don’t even want to think of anything.
heh.
Be it that I am born to be skinny. I like the way I am, but I don’t like it that I can’t take the first step to being sporty.
its like being stopped. make a damn choice now can I?

Nevertheless, I will still anticipate that day. Just wait, will you?
I wanna remove this obstacle bugging me right now, and I will try to.
Don’t even know if I am plain lazy or what.
it’s something for me to think about.

(:

your smile that made me smile (:

Ovb is getting fun with many great companies! nine plus one=ten.
Life is great, 9am-5pm everyday, accompanied by puffier eyebags and laughter.
Pray hard we can meet the minimum requirements! (:

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